impy20

this is not my choosing this is not my liking i am sick and tired of your vanished ways and i am suppose to stay their and go ok? thanks for the anxiety thank you for making me fake trust you thank you the years of this i thought it was done but their you go again doing your bullshit for me to sit their and wonder and have my mind consumed whats wrong with just replying to ... u ok? we were conversing the other day and then blank more like everyday then you go into ur silence. be silent enjoy th esilence cause Fuck your silence. i dont need your ways i am damaged as is. and i admit to it i am going to fix it though.

a personal feeling a mutual healing a new beginning of a situation of disbelieving i stand in a state of apathey knowing i have lost a thing that done most my things in my world a day without a phone is a new day but it begins with a judgement of an old day we are half machine but mostly spirit trapped in a body that can easily lash out  away from the silence a small spark made me ignite i lost everything i owned that  i though would always be in my sight i doubt all the time, i rough myself through i try to stay optimistic in your point of view i believe their is a substance a light flowy feeling that is due for everyone